the smile hide thousand feeling actually :') sad happy broken heart and so on . kerna SAYANG aku bertahan . you make me cry but at the same time you make me smile sayang . its hard for me to let you go even i know u r inrelationship with other girl now :') its hard for me to tell you how much i love you . waiting for you and feel like this is r stupid atitude that i ever do :') cemburu ? yes i am but i try to ignore both of you . how i wish i can ignore both of you easily . i love one song . the song said OH TUHAN HAPUSKAN RASA CINTAKU . KU INGIN BAHAGIA WALAU TAK BERSAMA DIA :') kalau ia semudah itu , sudah lama anysh buang jauh2 perasaan nie but i still can't :') what i have to do is be patient . love him too much make me hurt this too much ! nevermind . as long i can see his smile :') its enough . i hope one day i can live without him by my side :') ok that all .